Sunday, September 19, 2010

Happy Birthday, Molly!!

Dear Molly,
Today you turn 2 years old and we will celebrate the miracle of your life!

You've been with me now for 4 months, 
but you were born in my dreams and in my heart long before we ever met.
I knew I would be a mother some day.
But I didn't know my daughter would be born halfway across the world.
Today I am thinking of your birth mother.
I'm praying for her as I have been all week.  
Her heart is heavy on mine today because I want to tell her so many things about you.
I know her decision to leave you within a few days of giving birth to you was not an easy one.
I cannot imagine the pain that is gripping her even to this day.

To have the strength to leave you at the gate of a hospital where she could have been caught was so brave.
She knew you would be found and cared for.  
She hoped someone would love you.
She hoped you would have a good life.

If I could just send her one picture of you today and tell her that you are healthy and happy.  
That you have a home, a loving family, nice clothes, plenty of food, and a comfy bed all to yourself...
What a sense of peace it would bring to her life, I am sure. 

I wonder if she ever thought someone would love your hands and feet?
Did she know they could be made nearly perfect?
What she may have seen as an imperfection became God's perfect way of bringing us together.  

I wish I could tell her that you crinkle your nose and make silly faces when we play.
That you love caring for your dolls.
That you have a mothering spirit within you and are very me kisses often!
I'd tell her that you are so healthy and happy.
That your hair is so gorgeous, everyone is jealous!
That your round face, big brown eyes, and button nose are truly breath taking. 
I wonder if you look like her?
I would just like to tell her that I will always take the best care of you.
That I will always love you and provide for you.
That she can sleep easy on this night, knowing that you are ok now.
Finally, I'd want to tell her thank you.
Thank you for sacrificing, and being selfless, and for loving you so much that she gave you up.
There is no greater love.

Because of her I have you!
She will always be a part of our family.
Happy Birthday, Molly!
I love you always!!


groovy mama said...

Tears in my eyes of JOY...that was lovely!
happy birthday MOLLY!!!

Cheryl said...

Happy Birthday Molly !

A touching post and precious daughter you have.

Dan and Karen said...

Happy Birthday sweet Molly! I've so enjoyed getting to know you and see you grow and blossom in your new home. I hope you have many more wonderful birthdays! May God bless you this year and always!


Becky said...

She gave you an aMAZEing gift!

Jill said...

Okay, I'm sobbing. LOL, but not kidding! Happy Birthday, Molly.

Judi said...

Happy Birthday, Molly! What a wonderful day for you and your new mommy! Looking forward to celebrating Haleigh's first birthday at home and probably first celebration ever next month!

Cori said...

Happy birthday to your sweet!! Love your prayers...

Anonymous said...

HaPpY BiRtHDaY Molly! Hope you have an incredible day today.
Ontario, Canada

Lauren said...

This is just beautiful!!! Hope she had a wonderful birthday!!!!!! :)

Shauna and MacLean said...

Happy birthday sweet Molly! Hope it a wonderful day!

Angie said...

Sobbing...your sweet momma's heart...

Happy (belated) birthday, precious girl!

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